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I see you as you choke back tears I stand with you and try to calm your fears My heart breaks for you though you may not see Because I’m trying to be strong since you need me to be As I watch your color fade there’s little I can do Except hope and pray these meds work for you I wish you well with all my might Knowing you may not make it though the night But I tell you it will all be okay And I ask you if you mind if we both pray I hold your shaking hands and on my words I stumble A mess of a prayer and out random words fumble I pray for guidance for our team who care for you And I pray for HIS peace to see you through I

A flame in me that died long ago Is rekindled now you must know As soon as we met you then stole my heart Though distance and circumstance may keep us apart You made me feel joy once again And a happiness that is more than just pretend Tears and sadness were consuming my world And the fears inside me raged and swirled Unknowingly you brought me back to life Loving away my every ounce of strife Kissing my tears away with just your words Seems so impossible and just so absurd But yet every day you put a smile on my face And every day you make me feel your warm embrace You are the light in my life that shines so bright That I believe now I c

Darkness resounding inside of my head Emotions inside of me locked up nearly dead Fighting now for a sweet release Constantly yearning for that elusive peace Tears should be streaming down my face But only a blank stare now takes their place Numbness has its hold on me But I cant break loose and I cant break free Frozen in this moment of tormented hell Bound to eternity in this emotionless jail Shadows sucking whats left of my soul Taking my breath and all control Cant shake these demons and I cant sit still No matter my how hard I fight or strong my will Ghostly hands besiege my broken mind Holding it hostage and losing it to time Darkne

As tears stream down my red cheeks I ponder why I should feel so bleak Confused as to where from this all came Guessing still at this relentless game One by one the tears do fall And on his name I do call Pleading for some peace tonight And for an end to this fight A hurt that never seems to fade Pain that even I cannot evade Strongwilled as I have always been Still cant shake this demon within Casting shadows upon my soul Losing my grip and all control Crying out for Him to free me But does He even really see me So alone and dying inside No stone unturned or idea untried Doubting that He's really listening Praying for a he

The darkest night there ever is to see The star so black pulling me nearer to thee She's absorbing my happiness and my joy Draining my emotions while she plays coy Watching silently stealing my every breath Taking my light with her into the depths The smallest twinkle of me is all that is left Mocking me as she receeds into the cleft Getting nearer and nearer the black abyss Just for the feeling of my true loves kiss Finally reaching her surface and to my dismay Nothing left upon it but moonrocks and yesterdays The gravity that is perpetuating this plight Holding me hostage with all its orbital might Throttling,strangling, leavi

I close my eyes and see your face I feel your hands upon my face I feel your breathe upon my skin I feel the memory of our sin I miss the way you look at me The way we united so completely I miss the peace that you gave me The happiness that saved me I miss your very cute smile And your laugh that beguiled The dimples in your tan cheeks Laughter that could go on for weeks I miss our dates that made me so happy Without you life just seems so crappy I miss you now something fierce Missing you so that my heart is pierced I miss having you in my life I miss having a break form the strife I miss your soothing and comforting word

I don't know how he could do this to me He nurtured my soul and set me free How could he be so caring and kind Knowing that my heart he would find To be there for me when I was brokenhearted He was there for me from when him I parted He held me close as I cried He stroked my heart as old love died Vaguely promising a fresh new start Telling me that I was in his heart Making me feel as if i was special While upon his chest I did nestle Telling me how I deserve the world Comforting me as my emotions unfurled Listening intently like no other With me carefully treading as not to smother But through all my caution still I find Th

Who is this I think I see Is it? No it could not be The face is blurry and contorted So her identity can not be reported She looks so scared and so very lost I feel I must help her at any cost Do I know her I think I must But I can not reach her, only just Shes just outside my grasp so tight Looks as though shes had a fright Tears do stain her lovely face If she could only reach my embrace But she is weary and slow to trust Still knowing that eventually she must Slowly she reaches out her hand To this very strange new friend Reaching, reaching, reaching still Until the cold fingertips I do feel Cold and clammy and even shaki